I neeed to draw somethinggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.
I have a problem, I know!
Not even the beginning of my son’s fall wardrobe.
Once I finish this coffee it’s time to do some cleaning. (Taken with instagram)
I feel like doing an emetophobia update. I’ve been doing pretty well. It has hardly been bothering me, but such is summer. Fresh air and positivity that comes from the sun. Helps me a lot, summers aren’t usually too bad. This one was especially good though. But I haven’t been cooking much, and lately when I do I freak out inside my head and don’t want to eat it when its meat. I have been making excuses and just eating a “safe” food instead. I am proud to say I ate the shrimp I made, leftover the next day. I am fine! (so far). Anxiety in general has not left me completely alone though, I even went back to therapy early in the summer but the therapist wasn’t right for me as I had hoped and so I stopped. It’s not like I’m intolerant, but I felt like I was saying one thing and she was hearing something else entirely. I never have had that experience in therapy before. I miss my old therapist. I even recently had a discussion with my boss at work about my confidence (or lack thereof). So I have been trying to step it up. I know I have been taking charge more and I have been given a little more responsibility, and I have been forcing myself to stop asking questions I already know the answer to. I am not sure if other people notice. I wonder how I seem to coworkers? I worry about that kind of stuff too much. I honestly just feel like I suck at everything. Its depressing. But I am trying to get some motivation and get healthier physically, and get the ball rolling to go back to school, its all just so daunting. I just want to crawl under my covers and never leave sometimes. I feel queasy now
:( (its probably that shrimp….) lol.
lmao, THIS IS RIDICULOUS!!! oh man :( NOT SAFE! and I thought the target brand cumin and cinnamon mixup was bad!
(Source: theclearlydope, via hottentots)
I’m working on this… I do the live cautiously thing too much. I let my anxiety control me, I shy away from challenge, I hate conflict, people scare me, I am self defeating to no end. I need to stop it.
(Source: anorexicmusings)
Scary closet door!!! Many loads of laundry to be dealt with hide inside you!
I’m home so much we have a home phone now. I feel Like it’s 1998 again.
Blue’s clues cake
Taken with instagram
Taken with instagram
Taken with instagram
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