Sometimes, especially lately, I feel the need for some kind of spiritual guidance, but I don’t necessarily believe there is such a thing as God. I have always believed in having good morals and being kind to others. I have no desire to start following a religion at this point in my life because there are so many. It sometimes seems ridiculous to me that any of them can take themselves seriously, but at the same time I understand people have the need for a higher power and guidance. And the support people get within their church is a wonderful thing, I won’t deny that. Maybe I am just looking for a connection with something-a feeling of belonging. I suppose I was always taught to take things with a grain of salt, I mean I stopped believing in santa when I was 5 and I think I started being skeptical about God around age 9. I would like to believe there is a purpose or a reason…reincarnation perhaps? I don’t know what I am looking for exactly, but if anyone has any suggestions on research I should do, or you just want to try and change my mind about religion I am all ears.

Still worrying about shit. I feel like all I ever do is annoy people with my worries. The sad part is, I’m a lot better than I used to be. My husband can’t stand it. He gets so mad when I ask about how a food smells or when i spend days convinced I’m going to catch something, I feel like those things don’t happen very often anymore, but I guess even a little bit is too much. Thank you thatnobodyisme and crd08 for your responses to my norovirus post, I really appreciate the feedback and support. I think I’m going to shop for a yoga dvd today and try to do it every day, I was doing it on my wii fit and I noticed it really helped me to feel more relaxed throughout the day.